running, exercise, camping, fishing, traveling, white-water rafting, research, reading, arts, poetry, live concerts, 2-hour hardcore workout, 50's blues, 70's/80's r&b/soul, 80's hip hop/rap, historical museums, black history, BLACK MEN
About Me
Hello, my name is Ashley. I am a firm believer in our Lord Jesus Christ. I believe he should be apart of every subject, in our lives, everyday. A strong healthy, fit, encouraging black man to talk about our God almighty with, is everything. I am currently a Healthcare Administration student, at Columbia Southern University - Online. I work at a Nursing Home, as a CNA, as well as guest services/receptionist at Sleep Inn/Main Stay Suites. The Lord tells us all to take the one that we are courting/dating. To church, and allow him to be the judge. Let our savior be the judge of our potential mate. Let him into our lives; and allow him to have full control, over our speech and our own thoughts.
Although, I really get tired of being rejected whenever I ask to hold hands and pray, or even inviting a man to church. Do they really not, want the Lord in their lives. Or, is it because I was the one that, asked them to go to church. I feel like the Lord wants me to be still and there's a reason for not having anyone around to even talk about God. I'm tired of being cursed out or talked about, because I mention our Lord and savior. So, oh no there's no way I'm looking for a significant other. I've never had the chance, to build true friendship. But why? Having friends, allows us all to live longer. It's the support system, along with your family. I don't have that support system at all. But maybe the Lord has a reason for it. I just don't get it, every time I try to be positive. It's not received by anyone. I need prayer for myself. You cannot help anyone else, until you've helped yourself. It's the same as loving someone else, you can't until you truly love and appreciate yourself. Love yourself and our Lord, everyday.
I was told that it's not normal, for me to walk alone. If that's all you know, then you really can't tell the difference. Your weird or peculiar when your different. As a christian, we are suppose to be like Christ. We are suppose to stand apart from the main stream crowd. That's how you can tell the difference. Let me tell the truth, (Leviticus 19:28, only the 3rd book) all the tattoos, weave, make-up, piercings, are all apart of the main stream. Because none of us were born with all those things on us or around us. Alot, of so-called Christians dont read their word. People, everything is in the bible. Literally. As Christians we are suppose to live by the word, day by day. There's no need to add to the design that God made for his children. I constantly get stared at for some odd reason. It's not because I have on tight clothing, a big butt, tattoos, make-up, or crazy jewlery. It's because it's been a long time since people have seen a truly clean cut woman. Nothing on but a watch. Yea, I know there's alot they don't wear those anymore(represents time management). People fear different and call it ludicrous or cazy. I call it beautiful, because I representing the Lord our savior, in my everyday walk. He is being represented by the way I dress, and tend to communicate with others. Think about it..
First Date
I'll allow the Lord to decide. I have no say no. It's apart of his timing. All I know is what I've asked the Lord. The man is suppose to be the ruler in the relationship. Thats during the time, a woman learns to be submissive. Allowing the man to choose, how the date should be spent. Or where they should go. There's no man, to even begin to become submissive to. But that's all apart of his plan. We never know when or how he will intervene and change our lives around. We have to ask ourselves. "How strong is your faith?, Are you willing to wait and be still?" Being still for the Lord, letting him take care of all your pain and hesitation. It's hard, that's why he gave us the holy spirit, to pray through it all. We should hand every case over to the Lord. It doesn't matter how big or small it is. I'm talking to myself right now as well. Self talk, crying a bit, and taking it to the Lord is everything. The Lord gave us each a huge assisgnment, which is spreading the gospel wherever you may be and offer prayer. Prayer to those in need. Phillipines 4:6-7 (PRAYER and SUPPLICATION)
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